到不了的地方

昨晚的CSI中，Grissom終究還是選擇了離開。

驗屍官問他「What do you go away from , or go for？」（你是要逃離什麼，還是逃向什麼？）片尾，Grissom走向Sara彼此深情互擁。我又想起了Sara之前講的那句話，「If a relationship don’t go forward, it wither.」（如果一段感情沒有繼續前進，就會枯萎。）

Sara的這段話在第五集Linkin Park「Leave Out All The Rest」的背景音樂中，迴盪在Grissom的腦海。我以為他們或許會就這樣結束了。但Grissom最終走向Sara。





Leave Out All The Rest

唱/Linkin Park

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

我夢到我的離去  讓你驚慌失措

但沒人傾聽你的感受  因為其他人根本不在乎

夢醒之後  我懷著恐懼醒來

假如我真的離開了這個世界  到底會留下什麼

如果你問我  我會告訴你…

假如我離開了這世界請忘記我所犯的錯

幫我留下值得讓人懷念我的一些理由

請不要怨恨我  當你覺得空虛

請記得所有美好的我，好好地保存在你的記憶裡，就把其他的都忘了吧！

就把其他的都忘了吧！

別害怕

我已用心過完我的人生

也已分享我所努力的

我表面上雖看來堅強

卻並非一直如此

我從不完美

但你也是

忘記

所有那些內心的傷

雖然你已經學會好好隱藏

假裝

會有人來將我從自身解放出來
只是我無法像你一樣